Sad eyes

She  said  I had  sad  eyes,   so very sad

I opened those eyes to  her  passionate warmth

I bathed in the luxury of her  eyes/lens

She made me smile  for  a while  a deep new smile

 

A smile  I had  longed to  have  for a hearts  eon

It came from a part of my soul that  I just cant hide

So now  I was  a man opened   raw and  vulnerable

I sometimes  fell short  of  her  deeper needs

 

Oh  woe is me now for  I have been  lashed

Her anger  reached out and touched me too deep

I fear  I have not comprehended just how to love

So now  I am  on the  whipping post of my own  fierce whip

 

So she  called me out as  a runner  she  did

It’s not  a run when you take cover from  the lashes

It’s  the pain  uncovered  from places unknown  but deep

So now  I am spun into the dark reaches of  the universe

 

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Sometimes the first cut is just the beginning

Sometimes the pain cuts deeper than my soul

The tears fall faster than  I can run

The fears dance like knives on my flesh

The visions fly like demonic winged vultures

 

Consuming my thoughts like ravenous vampires

Sucking me dry  and  bleeding my heart of hope

So the blues  call me to dance in the rain

To feel the pain  in every beautiful  refrain

 

Go ahead you demonic warriors  come for me

For I am  a  gladiator of the heart & soul

I will rise again  to love even deeper than  before

This is my path to fight for loves  highest ground

 

So take me as low as you  have ever  taken a soul

Then watch my wings spread  in  the beauty of love

Watch me fly to my hearts true destination

A place of love and creative passions  expressed

Listen my sweet child, just listen.

I spoke to you , but you  did not hear

For truly we were separated by the abyss

An abyss filled with darkness, with fear

So  as I cried out , listen to me

You set your  fears  free

Free to roam and rage in the halls

of your  desperation to be understood

So you cried out loud with your desires

Desires to be set free of your path of destruction

for  truly we set out, without the proper maps

into an uncharted territory for you, for me

and in this wild uncivilized  jungle we got lost

Forgive me for  I should have held the compass  high

So you could  trust in me not to get lost in my own cavern of darkness

So I ask you now  to let the light shine bright and forgive me my darker days

As you traverse  these new halls with better guides who have a stronger compass

I ask of you to trust in my desire and ability to learn too as we grow together and seek the higher plain

Let us  go to our music  together and seek out the  music and the proper refrain

To  let us both sing a song of freedom , freedom from our darkest fears

Let’s dance in the rain and cleanse our souls to open back up to one another

For truly my bright and wonderful child even in your  darkest hour did your soul shine bright

Like a pure and  glowing star  in the sweet uncharted skies of all the  night

 

No wonder Nero fiddled

Let the fires of our  world

Consume me, if they must

Whilst I listen to music,

for truly, many a lonely night

has the strumming of a  guitar

& the crying of a violin,

reached in this  beast’s soul

and inspired ,

the calm beauty of  an artist

and soothed,

the  wild crying of  a   man

 

The summer breeze

As the leaves in the trees,

whisper Louise

My Eyes & heart

Whisper Silvia

 

As the warm summer breeze,

caress’ me gently

I crave the sweet taste,

of your flesh

 

As my eyes are enticed,

by the soft floating clouds

I drift to thoughts of our floating bodies

seeking ecstasy

 

She walks among the wounded

She walks among the wounded

Smiles with love and listens to the pain

While she hides her own deep wounds

Behind invisible  scars

 

She seeks love  and  truth

In herself and others

While gracing them with hers

Smiling with her gentle eyes

 

She lives in the moments of  true passion

While expressing her beautiful vision

Holding you in her gaze

Here you now  feel at  peace

 

For  all facets of her love are deep

Whether  platonic or romantic

She has a power  of genuine warmth

A soft yet strong hold that you revere

 

For always has your heart longed for this

Often have you felt the lack of this

While travelling your winding path

You only dreamt this might be real

A storm in the soul

The sun shines bright

But I am thankful, so thankful

For the rain, thunder and wind

For they are the mirror to my heart

 

For your love shines bright in my heart

But I miss your scent, your sweet touch

So a storm brews in my heart

This storm causes a fire in my soul

 

This fire burns for you Silvia

My heart yearns for us

For you have touched me

As I have never been touched

 

The Lens of Love

She sees through  a  lens of love

Her lens takes in the grace

The beauty and depth of all

Through her lens I am whole

 

Only her lens can make me alive

Her eyes touch my soul &

Bring love  back to my heart

Erase fears of my past

 

Her vision sees straight to my soul

Her gaze brings me to life

Her love  is my inspiration

Her touch my healing

 

 

My eyes bleed

Forgive me my past

Let my pain out

For it makes my soul

A terrible cage

 

A cage of nightmares and  pain

Where once was a room of dance

Where  barefooted Rumi dances lived

Now there is a hole that bleeds

 

The cries of my soul are terrible

The ferocity of my pain deep

I see such terror in my souls eyes

That my own eyes bleed