“Will the Monsters Win”
Sometimes, the monsters,
Run rampant in the halls of my mind,
Releasing old fears not yet dead,…
It is then that I freeze, lose my way.
It is then that that the old pains return,
Suddenly they seem more in control of my psyche,
Stronger then when I first became resilient,
So suddenly I fear losing this battle.
I fear that this lifetime war,
May not end as I wish,
Will I become as those from my past,
Who tortured me into the small corners.
Corners that held back my soul,
Will I not find again it’s purity & power,
The power to let loose my love,
To let my talents fly free again